It's Sunday once again so hubby and I attended a mass this morning at 730 and it is the feast of Sto Nino - one of the patron saints of children. After the mass, the priest asked all the children to come infront of the altar for a final blessing. I can't help but feel sad again since I should have been there if only she is still alive inside me. I just told myself that in due time, I will also be able to bring a child for blessing. The pain still lingers but with the help of prayers and hubby's unconditional love, I am able to go through it. I know we will overcome this trial together.
I always try to keep myself busy and one of my favorite past time is surfing the net. I usually check my FB account, Gmail and my personal blog site. God is really good since HE always sends good people to guide us. One of them is my husbby's cousin -Joelyn. Actually, I was inspired to post another entry since she gave me a very nice poem. I was really touched and it did easen up the pain we are having right now. (To JL, thanks much my dear cousin. We love you!)
When GOD call little children to dwell with HIM above,
We mortals sometime question the wisdom of HIS love.
For no heartache compares with the death of one small child
Who does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps GOD tires of calling the aged to his fold
So HE picks a rosebud before it can grow old
GOD knows how much we need them, and so HE takes but few
To make the land of heaven more beautiful to view
Believing this is difficult still somehow we must try
The saddest word mankind knows
Will always be "Good-bye".
So when a child departs, we who are left behind must realize
God loves children, angels are hard to find
.... her sweet message, as I quote ....
"just want to share a poem ate. hope this will help even a little bit to lessen the pain you feel ryt now..godbless you and kuya olways ate..wish you ol the best."